Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Hello Chicago.

It's 5 in the AM.
I just chugged a double shot + energy coffee.
And a diet pepsi.

I feel great.

<3

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

in all honesty, do you think anyone truly, honestly, and with all of their heart, cares?
not even in the slightest bit.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

and the world will end, not with a bang, but a whimper

sick of the human race as a whole.

OO1. i'm kind of used to people being mean to me.
OO2. it doesn't bother me, or get to me anymore.
OO3. it did the first 800,382,382 times you were a bitch to me.
OO4. but i'm over that now. thanks to the rock solid mask i've created.

and honestly, if you think a picture comment is going to hurt me, you're more pathetic than i thought. i was nothing but nice to you. never screwed you over, never told your secrets(not that you told me any, anyway), never stabbed you in the face, never did anything wrong to you. you can threaten to beat me up, tell all your friends how unoriginal i am(you're just a scenieweenie stereotype..) and you can have your friends confront me. but we BOTH know who the bigger person is. and that, would be yours truly. i'm not scared of you. i used to be, but not anymore. i've grown the fuck up, and i think it's about time you do the same.

i did absolutely nothing to deserve the shit i get from you.
& as of now,

my life is taking

a 180 revolution

and leaving you

behind.
as for everyone else, thanks for standing up for me when i needed a standing up for. thanks for being "to busy" to hang out with me when all i wanted was a shoulder to lean on. but it's whatever. i'll forgive you, but only because i have no other choice.

Friday, June 5, 2009



Dogs are one of the most forgiving animals. You could be yelling at them one minute, but they're always there to listen. They don't talk back, they don't give you attitude. And they sure as hell don't screw you over.

I learned Blackbird-The Beatles on guitar.

Monday, June 1, 2009

We're not the same people we once were.

you despise me, don't you? if i gave you any
thought, i would despise you too.

The moment you're created, you started to be destroyed.

finally, a moment of

enlightenment. a fleeting

glimpse of rationale